shit

have you ever felt useless...that's how i feel right now...my mother is always screaming in my ear till it bleeds......people are just made outta plastic they move a certain way where they can get pass by...she does have a point...i need do something with my life. I'll strangle myself with her sub conscience and see how she likes it...i can never be happy...i wonder if she knows she raising a serial killer at least that's how i feel...im making music...she doesn't know one bit about it...i have such a big heart...right now its shattered...and this feeling...feeling like shit and being miserable doesn't help....