you left me.

You left me at the time where i need you the most.
thanks?
:'(
You were my only support to the noose that's always been on my neck.
now im slippin from the chair slowly.
Im back to slitting my wrist.
Im back to trying to drown myself in a tub.
Im back to the pain where i build myself in.
Its doesn't feel nice.
my only concerns are that i hope life has a path in me. And hope to find someone who cares for me when im almost in a death zone.
I am very sad.
I will always come back to you.
I should've made a life with you.
im sorry for being such a terrible person where my past has killed my sunshine and my smile.
only god has records of me crying.
Which is every night.
I need something to save my soul or someone.
My life in spikes.
Im dead without any rings.


Where is my therapist at?.



:'(

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