The Last.

You ever felt like you're in a race.
But you feel like you're losing,
I wanna love you so much.
But at this point my feet gave up.
I wanted to grow old with you.
Now I'm old.
But the same loser.
I find no balance.
You laugh at everything I say, including when I cry cause I feel like a misfit.
*shrug*
I'm sad.
I'm happy.
For whatever comes to my way, I hope that its filled with happiness and emotions I never could express to you.
Its okay.
My songs will be my songs, singles of something I wrote while I was thinking of you but, everything is different.
Everything changed, but I'm still chasing stars, as my friends would say.
I don't want a family any more.
Those were dreams of me being in the perfect life, but without you. Nothing is perfect.
Just me, cause I know my destiny is to always be alone, so I can make songs only people of my high can understand.
Loneliness doesn't always mean alone, if I can count on myself.
I'm never alone
I have me.
Observing.
Loving.
Caring.
Realness.

*sigh*

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