im sick.

I just wrote the most, um...idk song. I even scream the lyrics out. Its incredible. Like its happy and upbeat but it has a slow sample, by the way the sample is fucking amazing, no chops just a few and a big loop like i feel sad, depressed, music makes me feel better. I can't say i did it just for her, but i can't say just for her, but for my health as well. I can live and experience music thru myself and express my feelings which sometimes are fake but its for the love of music which that's not fake. Emotions can't be fake tho can they? You say what you feel right? So maybe im feeling differences of a variety of emotions so i wanna make a promise...if im not doing shows by the age of 21 im gonna not kill myself, but i am from music. Ill keep making beats but not with the same purpose. Just to find peace and love. Which for me has been the toughest quest in my life. I just wanna find the right one. I hope i do.

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