Happy Birthday Babe.

Today, is a day of your life where you feel that anything you can, you can cherish it and accomplish it.

But, knowing how life has treated you, that can't possible...

I feel like you deserve everything because i sometimes feel your pain, i feel inside...and i feel hopeless, and helpless not being able to help you...

i can't believe we had to split sometimes, because at this moment...AT THIS VERY MOMENT. i would be hugging you and making you feel like nothing could stop you, it's things like these that make my heart loosen up and drop.

I know, i know...i wasn't the best' but i tried my hardest in making you happy, i showed my true self to you and you accepted it and loved me, for that i will always care for you and have a love so intense that not even the afterlife can stop it.

...*sigh*...let's talk about your presence, to some people it's just a friend that they see and love to hang around with, to me...it's spiritual, i feel a bond that feels wonderful just to be next to you, i'm like stoked and feeling happy about who i am with...sometimes...I...I....tend to love you more than i'm supposed to...but that's okay...

appearance never meant a lot to me, just feelings, but with you. it's the both, you're amazingly beautiful, you just don't embrace as it much as i would love you to do. but i see it, there's something in you...your body...
is  gorgeous, if i could wake  up to you for one morning, JUST ONE. i would feel a immense doze of happiness...i just love your soul and when your body is in a tight spot, it really brings my eyes to a shock.

NOW, rhetorically? i would pull the moon outta the sky for you, JUST FOR YOU. the feeling you give me is a wonderland filled with something that always been there...to be real, i used to jump on the bed, just thinking about the fact, you were mine...i cried, only when i felt the love was too tight and it pressured me, but i felt happy...because i was making history with someone i would want in my life FOREVER.

at this moment, i'm just vibing to this beat i made.
I feel like you should dance with me, i'll cry on the dancefloor, so hold me tight so i won't slip.
I LOVE YOU, it's your birthday and i feel like....giving you all your desires.

Openyoureyestomylove.

Thank you for always being there, i have you in my heart as...My Friend, My Pen-Pal,  My Therapist, My Girlfriend, My Lover, My Everything.

KEEP LOOKIN FOR ME.

I'm out.

Eddie.