Where should I even start? The fact that I miss you more than ever or the fact that I feel you don't love me anymore, my brain loses iinterest while my heart regains feelings, I know I wasn't supposed to leave but you have to understand that I felt really hurt...really hurt. Because you know I was waiting...I was waiting for you, and you jumped into the relationship, without seeing any spikes that one of us was getting hurt, mostly me because I know you're happy...hopefully, ...I'm not going there...but ill always be waiting for you because I did sacrifices that I didn't know I could do, just to show you my real love and my intentions with you. I wanted you to myself, but I never saw you as an ex because you were my only friend and became my best friend because I told you my lifes storys, my rights and wrong and now I don't know where should I stand, should I go out in the light or stay in the darkness...i just want you to know that nobody will ever see the beauty in your eyes like I do, or love you to a point where I will never hurt you...but I'm sorry :( I never gave you flowers or roses, I wanted to. But instead I gave you songs that came from my heart and the purity of my soul...not feeling rotten but it was true...those letters that I wrote...are everything...please don't lose them.
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