Hurt me plenty.

This title has to be the best title i have ever wrote in my ENTIRE life…but let’s get to business.

Let me start off by saying, i love you. See how i didn’t write “loved” as something you are, something you are in my past…something i should have stopped loving by now, which is currently fucking impossible, now to the point where this content is understood my life has been torn apart with the skill level of “Nightmare”. Nightmare is where everything comes together on the first stage, demons and imps alike are just over powered to my well-being…it sucks. 

(takes bong rip)

A certain degree of passion lives through me, i have the need to see you like no other, i’m dying to see your face…do i hate how i fucked up? of course i do, but this is why i’m living this life how i am, but so truly Nightmare-ish that you would be scared. ISM’s that live through are like bad habits like when i bite my nails when i’m nervous so it’s really scarce. Items that i gave you meant so much to me, because it wasn’t out of random feelings or just because i thought about you…it was because you meant a lot to me, beating the first two purposes that i just wrote. 

I gave you those items because i wanted us to be beautifully together, but we ended up harmfully killing each other, but at least me, cause you did kill me…completely. 

Now, the levels…when you’re “Knee-Deep In Hell”  you will understand how it feels to be this lonely, when it consumes your soul to a point, you’re stuck in a unknown world with nothing but a reload-able pistol…every thing that is evil from your past lurks in every corner…meaning that i will not be at any corner. I was not evil with you, never was…i was mistreated so bad that i really don’t fuckin deserve this, it’s okay. i respect your decision, you shall understand mines when i lash out entirely on one person and that will be who other than… chill.

Sega is my hope, Sega will be represented very clearly but more darkly than ever using the Doom Engine, i will contribute with shit so dark you can barely see.

it will be wonderful…oh trust me. it will. be.