Normality.

Simply because i obtain certain emotions i have to disagree myself to a extend where i have degrade myself, 

in order to wear pink i have to at my greatest and at my happiest at some points it feels like i have not be myself.

Although i had to be myself at all times with a mind that tells me that i will have everything i want, and that i will be successful in my quest. Musically will understood by anyone who listens in this case no one, yet. as much as i care and i love, it feels like it's a waste of my time, because it's a waste...it goes in the trash meaning if i have put everything in dirt, i will. i have no secrets to hold and i will not hold any, i also DO NOT tend to feel the same as other, i am different but at the same time normal, if you don't get it, you don't understand it. 

You shall peek soon enough of what i mean, i say these things in order just to be content with myself but it hurts to be not happy without the person i care for , therefore i have to reach out to strangers and tell them my stories which is boring because my voice is boring, it really is. but i have to have it the best and with certain effects i can be understood so you guys can hear how i represent SEGA.

SEGA is the way how i live my life, meaning sonic the hedgehog is my mentor, my boss. it's what i work for, and what i dream of, i became aware of my location it the late 2008 where i was forced to stop loving and stop caring for everyone and now i have come back to the old me and just "Hello,. New me." it's wierd but it feels just about right.

Now in the other, i'm not intoxicated or anything, you can't bring me down or say that because i have a sober mind i can judge you as you judge me, my sober mind is clean and healthy, as beyond as any darkness i ever encountered. 

as i lurk behind every shadow that you walk by, and everything you ever knew as the sun, and the moon you will understand that my eyes were meant for you so i have say that i choose to permanently i choose a label that will unique and normal. I use my real to encounter any real person in this real life, but in the my own world i am the same being but not a person my looks are different than the most in my work where i'm mostly a changed deity and a supernatural subject as being a hedgehog or a ghost.

If i am a ghost i will remain in the silence of the nothing and remain in the ashes of your blunts....

Because i truly don't understand what i just did, and i feel like i have to option myself to other beings....

meaning uh...Hello Amy.

I miss you.

I know you don't miss me. 

But whatever, Amy. 

E.T.H is the sign of a new life.

Thank you.

*beep* 

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